I'm home with my family
My fathers havin' surgery
And I'm ashamed how I've been thinkin' more
About how maybe all of this would make a good excuse to call you
Say, "I just need emotional support"
I just wanna hold you
It doesn't have to mean anything
I don't think that it can not mean anything
But I still wanna hold you
I just wanna call you
It doesn't have to mean anything
I don't think that it can not mean anything
But I still wanna call you
Oh, it's 4:30 in Toronto
And I don't know where to go
Oh, it's 4:30 in Toronto
And I don't know where to go
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
Passin all these memories
Of all this life before you
Drivin' to the house I grew up in
Butafter mom moved out
Someone knocked it down
Replaced it with a concrete piece of shit
It makes me wanna hold you
It doesn't have to mean anything
I don't think that it can not mean anything
But I still wanna hold you
I just wanna call you
Itdoesn't have to mean anything
I don't think that it can not mean anything
But I still wanna call you
Oh, it's 4:30 in Toronto
And I don't know where to go
Oh, it's 4:30 in Toronto
And I don't know where to go
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
I miss you still, it just feels different now
Different like the streets in my hometown
I reach for you when I get overwhelmed
I miss you still, it just feels different now
Oh, it's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
Home don't feel like home in a hotel room
2021