Suffering -
life is brutal,
my mind is weak.
I can never endure
(the) confusions in my head !
Daily increase of hostility,
may I become mad ?
Resignation -
What can I do ?
This will ever be
like thorns in my head !
Exploding dreams,
destruction of my own world.
Never to see -
the ending of consuming my soul !
You' re blowing out
the flames of my illusions.
Out of control ...
Conscience is fading,
it is out of control !
My eyes turn black,
my emotions turn to hate !
Turn to hate ...
Life seems to be like a never ending corridor,
it' s so weird and obscure.