Alright, so this is really *ucked up, but
Alright, I was sleeping next to him
But I was dreaming about the other dude
And then all of a sudden, everything that he *ucking did
Just made me cringe
And it was so hard to fall in
But so easy just to fall back right out again
This whole time, I could give to you
And I could paint you pictures
But I guess I could just never write a song
And then maybe I'd never fell out of love
With him in the first place
I mean, I, I don't wanna feel this feeling
'Cause my energy's just so strong that,
I don't know if I'm creating this
Or this is actually what is meant to be
And you know that, they say that you gotta think
What you want into existence, but you know,
I haven't been too good at making decisions
So, I have no idea what the *uck I want, I guess
You're giving me a feeling in my head
Laying in my bed just thinking
Not really feeling like the one I want
Takes everything in me not to call him
I really, really, really want it, too
I told all my friends I'm moving on
Your baby talk is creeping me out
*uck me so you stop baby talking
You know what, in the beginning it was like
We were *ucking homies and shit
And then all of a sudden you started
With some *ucking baby goo-goo tongue
Down my *ucking throat
I mean, even in front of your mom
Dude, as if I'm not *ucking awkward enough
I mean, you put me in these *ucking situations
Where I look like a dumbass bitch
And I'm not a *ucking dumbass bitch
You know, like, I hate all that *ucking PDA,
I probably hate it more
Than your *ucking friends do
You know, it's sweet
And you couldn't be more opposite
Of my last dickhead but, you know
I just, I don't know if I can get over
The *ucking goo
You keep saying again and again
We're laying in my bed just talking
And now I, now I can't hold it back
I'm feeling like I'm gonna vomit
I don't really want to let go of you
I heard I change my mind with you often
Baby talk is creeping me out
*uck me so you stop baby talking
Alright, so, I'm gonna be honest
It's the super cutey shit, that's the main issue here
I mean, I'm *ucking what?
Look, I like when you send me,
You know, the, the queen emoji,
But when I send back the monkey, you know,
The ones with the, the hands over the eyes
That means that shit's just getting a little too weird for me
I mean, I don't wanna say it person,
I just bury my head in your armpit which...
Weirdly smells good
And your hair and your *ucking teeth
Like, why the *uck would I wanna lick your teeth
But I do
And remember there was that one time
That I had like a 15 minute
Well, that was kind of the best thing in the entire world
You know, maybe I could just get past this shit
And I could get used to someone giving a *uck
I'm sorry I called you a creep
And that thing about the vomit
I mean, look, I'm really starting to be
In this whole thing, but no matter what you do,
Homegirl can't handle the *ucking goo
*uck me so you stop baby talking
*uck me so you stop baby talking
*uck me so you stop baby talking
*uck me so you stop baby talking
I don't really want to let go of you
I heard I change my mind with you often
Baby talk is creeping me out
*uck me so you stop baby talking