i want to hate you. i want to knife you. i want to kill you. you made me this.
you ended me this way. i live in this house in the name of suffering. i am the
darkness. i live in the river, but i can't get myself clean- i'm as tainted as a
bloody fucking broken bottle. you made me this. you ended me this way. i am
dead. i am numb. and i walk in this world of the living. i am weary of this
world. in my life. i fuck the hours of death. and i blindfold you. with the
blackness of my breath. i want to hate you. i want to knife you. i want to keep
you away from me. this is me. what you did to me. this is my life, this is what
i do to you. this is you. i piss all over you. this is me, you cannot break me.