Today,
Up on this hill,
I’m counting all the killers
They sway
As they swarm,
A look of gluttons in their eyes
They mutter as the body loses warmth
They pick your bones
Like locks inside a tomb
And take great care
To not take care of
YOU!
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
While I was learning to live,
We all were living a lie —
I guess you got what you wanted
So I will settle for a slaughterhouse
Soaked in blood and betrayal
It’s always somebody else…
Somebody else was me —
You want the real smile?
Or the one I used to practice,
Not to feel like a failure?
I don’t need you to do it for me
I don’t need you to understand
I don’t need you to hide it from me
I just want to feel
Like any other man
I won’t show you the whole story
I won’t show you the aftermath
I won’t show you my allegory
Don’t look away…
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
I’m not ahead of my time —
I just drew the first breath —
If I’m alive tomorrow
I will alleviate the pressure…
By cutting you out of me
I found my bottom line —
Dead on the front lines —
I know I’ll never go home
So set fire to your ships
And past regrets
And be free
I don’t need you to do it for me
I don’t need you to understand
I don’t need you to hide it from me
I just want to feel
Like any other man
I won’t show you the whole story
I won’t show you the aftermath
I won’t show you my allegory
Don’t look away…
HERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE ONE
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
While I was learning to live,
You taught me how to die —
I guess I got what I wanted
Another needle in the back
Through purified scarification
It wasn’t somebody else —
You fucking did it to me.
You want a real smile?
I haven’t smiled in years!