(I don't wanna go
But this heart ain't a home
Don't keep me here
And I don't wanna go
But we've lost all we ever knew)
I will always a girl to you
I'll never be a woman
I will always put you first, before the truth
Even though I shouldn't
Peace of mind, my peace is fucked
Lucking out when he won't listen
Risking trust to prove a point
Got me stressed I'm making tough decisions
Giving music all I've got
Not a lot since I've been in doubt
The one that used to be my haven
Now I see it and I break
I don't wanna go
But this heart ain't a home
Don't keep me here
And I don't wanna go
But we've lost all we ever knew
I always thought you'd keep me safe
And chase away my darker days
A heart like yours'd keep me warm
Instead, you put my hope to shame
Replace my chest with sharpened thorns
And hug me close to feel me bleed
I miss you now, I miss you most
You know these scars will never leave
You wanna lie to me do you, wanna lie
You wanna lie to me do you, just you try
Imma keep my mind on my money and my time
You wanna lie to me do you, wanna lie
I can feel it all fall down
I can feel it all for you
And I can feel it all fall down
I can feel it all for you
I will always a girl to you
I'll never be a woman
I will always put you first, before the truth
Even though I shouldn't
Yes, I will always a girl to you (I bet you're wasted so we can talk about it)
I'll never be a woman (even though it's hard I'm missing you)
I will always put you first, before the truth (it's praying on my mind so let's just talk about it)
Even though I shouldn't (listen I just need to hear the truth)
I will always a girl to you (and when you're not so wasted time to talk about it)
I'll never be a woman (even though it's hard I'm missing you)
I will always put you first, before the truth (it's praying on my mind so let's just talk about it)
This time I just couldn't (listen I just need to hear the truth)
(I don't wanna go
But this heart ain't a home
Don't keep me here
And I don't wanna go
But we've lost all we ever knew)
2019