I go over every word you said to me
Every single syllable I could repeat
Certified to scuba dive in my memory
Why didn't you tell me how you felt that day?
How was I supposed to know?
I can't mind read
How was I supposed to see
It was underneath
Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning
I didn't notice the teething
Why didn't you say you need me?
Why don't you say what you mean?
I told you I'm sorry
I know you are
Shoulda read into you drifting from your friends
But you were the apple of both of my eyes
So I couldn't see the signs
Baby I was blind
Miss being self-conscious why you laughed at me
Said it was embarrassing but secretly
It made me feel special when I saw you smile cause of me
Caught you singing from the ceiling
I thought that meant you were healing
Looking back I see the meaning wish I asked more
I didn't notice the teething
Why didn't you say you need me?
Why don't you say what you mean!?
I told you I'm sorry
I donate my love
I donate my
I do
I donate my love
I gave you nothing
I understand
I understand
I gave you nothing
2019