Spent a long time on the road going nowhere
Time of my life but it felt like a nightmare
Wondering who am I? Who am I?
Couldn't even recognise my own eyes, yeah
Hard to find the truth when you know that it ain't there
See, they're talking about me, chasing dreams and I caught 'em
And everything that I wanted I had to let go
I've had so many questions and I've had so many lessons
But I just counted the blessings, I wouldn't change it, no
I can finally say
For the first time in my life
I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived
Lived, lived
For the first time in my life
I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived
Lived, lived
I can finally say
Had to walk away from a game that I couldn't win
27 Club, no, it ain't what I'm chasing
Looking for another high, a better high
And another state of mind, and sunlight, yeah
I don't wanna go but I ain't scared
See, they're talking about me, chasing dreams and I caught 'em
And everything that I wanted I had to let go
I've had so many questions and I've had so many lessons
But I just counted the blessings, I wouldn't change it, no
I can finally say
For the first time in my life
I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived
Lived, lived
For the first time in my life
I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived
Lived, lived
I can finally say
2021