I wanna wake up sober
See what the sunrise means to me
'Cause I've been getting colder
And nothing means anything
I wanna really hold ya
Feel the ground beneath my feet
'Cause when it's all all over
Don't wanna miss anything
I'm putting out cigarettes on my bed
Only friends left were up in my head
When you hit bottom, only place to go
Is up
When I found me
I was smiling
Through the crying
I finally feel good
When I broke free
From the old me
I was singing
I finally feel good
I was getting closer
But I was getting in my way
We're only getting older
I keep on making the same mistakes
Self-inflicted torture
It no longer gets me high
Finally I want to
Follow my own lullabies
Trying to remember what my mother said
Middle finger up to my twisted head
When you hit bottom, only place to go
Is up
When I found me
I was smiling
Through the crying
I finally feel good
When I broke free
From the old me
I was singing
I finally feel good
Oh...
To be in my own skin
Finally feels like home, yeah
I keep telling myself
"You don't have to be alone"
When I found me (when I…)
I was smiling (I was smiling yeah)
Through the crying (through the crying)
I finally feel good (oh I finally feel)
When I broke free (when I broke free, broke free)
From the old me (the old me, old me)
I was singing (oh yeah yeah)
I finally feel good (I finally feel good, baby)
(I finally feel good, baby
Oh, I finally feel good
Oh, I finally feel good
Oh, I finally feel good
I finally feel good
(Oh, I finally feel good
Oh, I finally feel good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
2019