Noises are breaking in
Noises of the past I can't erase
Sins carved in my ruthless heart
Sins carved in my heavy skin
Taken too much pain, taken too much grieve
New moon that darkens the night
The sun is red, signs of a bleeding past
So give me more to drink
Hearing seconds, cannonballs on the clock
Just against me, and I'm
Paralyzed, mesmerized, concentrated, sessiled
All this shit makes me wanna die
You still break down these walls in me
And you'll always be a part of me
Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear
Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest
The darkest places
To show you where my heart is
Leave me alone, alone with myself
Your love is a hell, a poison, a drug I will never get away from
Take my heart, take a knife
Cut you out, every piece of you, that's stuck in my mind
No need for a long search, just take the darkest parts
And no need for hindsight, because I couldn't stand it all any longer either way
You still break down these walls in me
And you'll always be a part of me
Moving through my skin and whispering in my ear
Kiss me in my dreams and follow me to the deepest
The darkest places
To show you where my heart is
Memories will fade out of my mind
But still you're anchored deep inside
And you'll never know, when it's the time it strikes again
Just to let you feel the pain again
2017