I am now layin on my deathbed
Cold and weak and full of pain
My skin is wrinkled and I?m searching
for a reason to not pass away
I have been sick for a long time
The cancer has taken my soul
I lay alone in a dark room
Wait every day to be fetched by death
In silence I?m lying
Deathwish burning strong
I just wanna sleep forever
I'm to weak to take my life
I am now dreaming that I?m dying
My soul is free from all the pain
I am now crying, crying in happiness
But I wake up to reality again