Not seeking reward, or retribution..
I once sacrificed myself.. For your vision..
I gave up my world to follow you..
Corrupting everything I once thought was true..
And before my eyes in these violent times,
I once sacrificed myself, for your cries..
I gave up everything on you..
For the shadows, you have put me into..
I could not believe, all these things I've seen,
all these things that cannot save me..
to put down the knife, to give up my life,
to the ways of christ, cannot save me..
Why can't you see?
The pain that you reap..
The evil you've put in me..
Deliver me, forgive me..
Conscience forsake me..